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broken; and worthless .
hyper .
not what i seem to be .
tend to lose myself in thoughts .
daydreamerr .
sadistic .
black ; hotpeenk ; orange ; white ; purple .
lamee . extremely at times .
comforts people ; but yearns comfort from friends .
cynical .
imperfect .
stubborn .
bossy .
extremely fragile ;
has a soft mushy heart .
am redundant whereever i am . =)
yearns to fly *

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him. =D
churchies .
EEYOREE !
monokuro boo .
cinnamoroll .
starrs .
my telescope . also known as my WIFE . =]
butterflies .
qing tian wawa .
windmills .
carousels .
dancing .
clubbing .
esplanade .
east coast .
southern most point .
changi airport .
marina south .
to be a unique !
blowing bubbles .
jewellery making . =D
taking black&white photographs .
photoshopp !
princess .
cousins shannon&jamie !
sad songs .
piano ; sax ; guitar . (but can't play any)
Wednesday, March 23, 2005

hello ! =)


its been long since i've had an update ehh? smiles. well.. here i am now!
hahas. and unlike that peeg of mine. i shall still update about the youth retreat although dwong said many people will do so. =x



and in any case. i thought the youth retreat was GREAT!! =)


whee. okay. so.. retreat started on thurs.. dad sent me over to habourfront.. like. quite early. hmm. if i'm not wrong. boujt 0830. or even slightly before that. lols. hahas. not that it matters much.. but ya. =) went there and many people were there alr. heh. so we were sitting there in a big group until we got shoo-ed to a cosy little corner to wait for the others! =)



left for sentosa bout slightly after 9.. after michelle came! =) hahas. was sitting with michelle on the bus.. and we proceeded to scripture union! lols. hmms. when i reached there i realised.. that.. scripture union was right under the place i had my bmc camp sometime last year! lols. yeah. anyways. that place looked kinda very old and run-down.. but yet.. kinda nice. i like those british colonial-ish buildings. heh. i just have something for them ! =x whee.



okay. so when we reached we were shooed up into the hall of faith. sat with michelle.. rachhiee and hmsee! =) and yeah.. we were like.. briefed.. and played games after! hahas. we played bingo!.. and.. uh. tarzan and jane. LOL. that was really funny. hahas. =x and then.. there was the squirrel and trees and hunter game. whatever that is called.. i don't remember. hahas. yeah. we were sent into our groups after.. and i was in R.E.D.S ! =) we rockk!! haas. R.E.D.S stands for .. Revival . Evangelism . Discipleship . and .. Spirituality ! heh. anyways. our leader was pook! and coleader was debs! hahas. that cute girl ! =) anyways. michelle came up with the group name.. the others that were in R.E.D.S were.. samantha.. judith.. ee yang.. joshua.. harrer.. bang.. as well as uncle kc! hahas. yupp! ohoh. we were told of our bunk groupings. and bleahs. i managed to persuade allison into letting me change into the non-aircon room. HEH. =x after that.. we had lunch which smelt really good! heh. had chicken cutlet rice. whee. it was good lahh. just that. it was a lil dry. lols. =x heh.


whee. yeah. so michelle rachhie and myself went up to our room.. lols. which was just beside the hall of faith. haas. yeahh. had a sermon by pastor..and den.. we had beach games! lols. i'm slowly forgetting the sequence of events that happened. buhh. =/ anyways. the beach games were quite fun! whee. hahas. hmmms. washed up. den we had dinner i think. after that was worship. den. sermon by uncle kc! hahas. after that we headed for our NIGHT WALK. buhhh. it was freakyy okayyy. but yet meaningful in some sense. hahas. michelle was my partnerr!! whee. and we had 2 bodyguards. dwong anddd. of cos. the boyfriend. hahas. =X anyways. it was thanks to my boyfriend that we didnt get scared by the scarers. quite funnyy.. cos we were walking.. den he went like hi bong. hi mitchell. *walks. lols. ah wellls. after that.. went back.. some went over to 7-11.. while the rest gathered at the hall of faith.. singing along with dwong and co. lols. apparently it was a rehersal laa. but yarr. *nods.



boyfriendd cae with my chilli crab noodless!! hahahaas. =D . ate.. and went back to the rooms soon after.. cos the guys were gonna sleep in the hall of faith. lols. cos there's aircon!! went back to our rooms.. rachhiee started playing around with her heart shaped radio. lols. den gee and germsy wermsy started singing one lovee! lols. i dozed off soon after.


woke up the next morning all dazed and stoned. lols. cos i had a weird dream. and trust me man. it was damn weird. but.. i cant remember it anymoree!! hahahaha. =x bleahs. had breakfastt. whee. yumm!! skippy peanut butter and chocolate. =D ! so nicee ! *squeaks. went upstairs for rehersalll cos was singing backup for michelle's worship. =) heh. so happyyy. we sang all the nice nice slow slow songs. hehh!we sang irresistiblee!! i lovee that song. =D . currently addicted to it le man. hahas. had sermon after.. then it was lunch.. left soon after for my nafa interview. eeks. they were scaryyy! =| ah wells. . rushed back to help out for the bbq while they were playing pilgrimage. haha. in other words. treasure huntt !! lols.anyways. the bbq was okayy. jus thatt.. there wasn't enough food!? hahas. seriously. i mean. whoa. many people came man. whee. =D



angel anna jon joined us for the last night.. hahas. angel obviously was gonna bunk with me.. den.. anna gonna bunk with germsy wermsy cos gee went back home alr.. whee! anyways. had thanksgiving service after. mann. it was damnnnn good. there was just something that stirred me within.. and i just felt so. weak. and literally broke down.. michelle and i were crying quite badly. whee. dwong has a deadly combination of songs man. =x heh. after that.. we had the sermon by uncle kc.. and continued with the thanksgiving service.. whee. =) this time it was the fast and joyful songs! heh. was jumping to one way. lols. it just felt good. to have like one big bunch of people singing and jumping for joy for God together. =D heh. had the thanksgiving items thingy after.. went up with angell. heh. and dang. i cried. =D but yeahh. like i said. anything for God. besides. seeing everyone and being able to worship together with all these wonderful people makes a whole lot of difference to my life. *beams.




after thanksgiving.. we had the usual people heading to 7-11 to grab food. and yeah. once again. i bought the cup noodles. the hottis. and ice milo! or rather. it was supposed to be milo freeze. ahaha. =x ah well. was sitting there eating till we got chased out at 2. *nodss. by the time angel and i went back to our rooms most of them were like sleeping alr.. so yeah. we decided to stay up and talk through the night. and yes! we did it! lols. and because of my lazy self. i decided to lie down bout 6+ and yeah. got tired. so i bugged angel to sleep. ahahs. it was a reallyy nice talk. i mean. we talked bout like. everything that happened for this past year! *smiles. =) anyways. hahas. had difficulty waking up the next day. p000. hahas. ah well. woke up. had nice breakfast! uncle kimyong was so nice to get breakfast for us. *smiles sweetly. had beehoon mee! but it was kinda spicy. and i wasn't in a spicy mood. hahas. so i didn't finish.. =) had a short worship lead by jon.. and then.. uncle kc summed up the sermons.. and yeah. we packed up and got ready to leave.. hung around in the hall of faith for sometime before leaving.. *nods.




while the most of them left.. kenneth.. boyflenn.. anna.. and i decided to go tan! =D hahas. yeah. but when we got there.. the sun wasn't exactly up.. so me and anna took some time to change.. and then.. the guys headed to play volleyball with some bunch of strangers.. we started tanning! hahas. not bad. was quite nice. but it rained soon after. so.. we decided to go bathe. and the que to bathe was like. damn long lah. goodness. hahas. =) boyflenn was waiting alonee. poor thingg. he fell asleep and got a sunburn on his arm. ahahah. =x *tries not to laugh. BLEAH. =x



headed down to church for rehersal for sunday.. and yeah. cabbed home after that cos i was really wiped out. knocked out the moment i reached home.. until like. 2+. woke up to call him for a lil while.. and went back to sleep bout 3. woke up at 7! so i had like. 12-13 hours of sleep!! hahas. woke up to a really hyper me. and yeahh. was SUPPOSED to be early. but that mum of mine insisted on sending me. which resulted me to land in church only at 0850. hurr. hahas. =/ ah well. it was alright lah i guess. smiles. =) had bible study at the conference room. hahas. so cool. yeahh. quite interesting. =) lalala. heard kenneth pray for the first time! so cute. like. so innocent. NOT. =X bleah. i'm mean right!? *zips. bleah. ohoh. anyways. jon yang came back! hahas. yupp. =)




hahas. ate le. den. something happened. so got irritated. but was okay by the time service ended. sermon was like. uber short man. we ended by like. 12. omg. hahas. =x wanted to eat quackquack! managed to get one bunch of people to go along. only to realise that it wasn't opened. *SOB. anyways. shared yong tau foo with boyflen. hahas. yeah. went back. got ready for worship acad. and yupp! uncle kinyong gave a talk bout commitment! =)) hahas. not badd. wee.had our classes soon after. anna dawn and grace joined us! so our class was kinda bigg. whee. class wa snot badd. so far so good. enjoyablee. =) *beams. lalalas. so sadd lahh. we're not gonna have class this coming sunday cos of easter. bleahs. but its okay cos its easter! hahas. i wanna eat kinderr surprisee! *SQUEAK. lalala.




headed to aunt chris's house by a cab. whee. i managed to get a merc cab okayy. whee. lols. was playing with shannon. she's so cute lahh!jamie was sleeping the whole time lahh. lols. ah wellll. =/ lardeedahhs. had big big dinner. but i only ate a lil. after that. went home! used the comp. yada. talk to boyflenn. yada. denn.. sleep!




haas. monday did nothing till i met my boyflenn! who was uber hyper. bleahs. went over to bukit batok.. bumped into tenshi. and yeah.. watched spongebob! hahas. waited so damn long for the movie to start. hmm. the movie was not bad!! hahas. yeah. went home after that. the went home.. and yada. =) slept and here comes the next day! =)



woke up bout like. a few times. finally woke up at 10. prepared and left to go tiff's house. . talked there. ate there. rotted there. headed to town in a cab with ryan and htiff. went for interview. bout some stuffs. met mum. bought some tuffs. went home. watched tv. talking on the phone not. not exactly very happy. but ya. that's the way life is. ha. ta. =)

;elysium.
1:37:00 AM



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